Today feels like a millions years have past but its only been two weeks.  I miss my babies its debiltatiing . Every tasks takes a million years.  Thinking about the years we spent just living, i never believed it could end.  WHAT a fool i am... I am so proud of you all and hope you know your loved more than anything on earth.  Momma is trying o make it better for you all..love you..i will write something for you everyday so you know what i am doing and that not one day passes that i dont wish we were together.